Jack's journal:Today I killed a pig, Ralph doesn't seem to care he thinks I made a mistake on letting the fire go out. He said he saw a ship but how are we so sure he didn't imagine it.. I mean the sun all day and only eating fruits and stuff, it can get a guy like him cracked.loopy. an' what he says"Wacco"
He thinks my cheer for killing the pig is stupid... i know he does. But he doesn't know.... the first day we were here I didn't dare kill that pig because of its precious blood but now its about time we eat good. The chant gives me energy and disguising myself gives me energy and the guts to kill something. A pig is nothing maybe later I kill something with more yummy meat. The little ones are so obediant and piggy is so annoying why can't he just disappear and why can't I just be leader so Ralph doesn't keep whining.
If I convince the little ones to pick me as leader.. and kick Ralph out that I cna make every one hunt and we can just live in this island forever. This island is the best Ralph thinks he is the king but doesn't know he has a fake crown, and I am one step closer to taking his thrown. He is so small, so unsmart, and so piggy like. Piggy can be my servant and Simon can be my massage person or help me meditate..I kind of need it with all this stress especailly after argiug with Ralph and beatin' Piggy up. The boys were laughing not helping. Piggy is useless and I also see him writing in this journal sometimes too. Well everyone has a sort of journal thing going on. I found Ralphs today after eating the meat. He reallly despises me and I really think he irritates me, Piggy is much worse though. Leaving the island... I v'e been thinking about alot of things.. about getting rid of Piggy or moving him OUT of MY way. Course' piggy doesn't seem to care that we got meat .. Ralph and him seemed like they didn't want to eat. What losers. After all that I have done for them.Yeah I broke the dim wit's glasses and if it wasn't for Simon piggy would have starved. I wasn't gonna give him nothin'. Piggy doesn't deserve it, alll he has done is cause trouble. And Ralph is following Piggy which I don't really care aboout just not so happy with. I mean Piggy deserved a beat didn't he? After all he was complainng about the fire more than ralph and in an anoying way. I wish I had gotton Ralph to. Can you believe it blaming all that on me. Roger could have stayed but instead he chose the pig. kill the pig.cut her throat.spill her blood. What about Simon OR Piggy why don't they guard is simon scared of fire and is Piggy to lazy to? Im tired and don't really care what they think.. my next plan is to soemhow kill a pig by myself and surprise everyone. I'll spill the blood on my Piggy. Pig to Pig.
I think I need to sleep now. After all we are going to go hunting like evry day from now on. Whether Ralph and piggy likes it or not. This is my slaves not theres. I am a new Jack Merridew. An older, evil srtonger, killing Jack. If piggy gets in m way I will block his too, and Ralph his "friend". I think I am the beastie. And If i tell any of them this they will be terified of me BUT they will listen to what I tell them too do. Hm. I am a good planer. Maybe I should stop I wouldn't want RRalph to take all my ideas. That is if he can ever find MY Journal.
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