Simon's journal;
I may be dead. But my ghost is still around and I can see what the others are doing after my death. Blaming each other. Attacking and being even worse than savages. If it was anyones fault it was mine- Lord Of The Flies told me not to go... that they'd kill me. They did, Ralph and Piggy were no help either. Ralph and Piggy are trying to hide that they left the feast early. Same with Sam and Eric. They didn't leave.. they were there. Noone saved me. Not even Ralph the leader.
Jack I have to say though is a horrible leader. I'm glad I chose the right side. I'm dead and I have a feeling the lord is going to kill more. Where is the rescue ship? Why hasn't it come? Why did I die?
At least I died knowing that the beast was never really real. Like I said it was us, ourselves turning into savages. Evil. Jack knows lot about that. I've been keeping an eye on both groups ever since I died. Jack is a torture. Poor Milfred, being tied up and hit. What a punishment. Jack is not even the beast... the beast was nice enough to warn me.... Jack, he would have just killed me without mentioning consequences, reasons or an type of explanation. What does Jack think he is? King? Because he's NOT! He isn't even a leader. I heard his little plan with Roger, Maurice and himself.... is that the best he can do? Raid once more on Ralphs area to steal Piggys glasses. They won't need to come as much now that they have the fire maker. What will they come for next? The conch I suppose. I mean Jack wants all the power and if he knows that people on that island still listen to the conch, he'll want it.
I'll go to his area. They won't see me, the rock won't re-kill me... since I am already dead. I will take back Piggys glasses. Jack doesn't deserve them. He and his hunters disposed of me just like they did to that poor sow back in my meditating area. Now that I am dead.... I don't have to worry about anything. I am in peace. When the rescue ship arrives I will abroad also. Then hopefully Ralph or Piggy and maybe even Sam and Eric can notify my family. I'm sure they are worried about where I am. Maybe their dead to. Maybe no ship will ever come. Maybe the Lord will not let anyone off this island.... not even a ghost or spirit like me. Lets just say a ship does come, I will want to bring the conch, and Piggys glasses.
I need to see what Ralphs group is up to... will they find out what Jack and his hunters have taken? More importantly I need to make sure or try to disolve any murders or killings so anyone that is left can go back home after the war is over or if it is over. Jack won't get away with this... not anymore.
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